Can I ever escape this pain?
I just don't know anymore.
I thought you were gone, unreachable
And now you seem to be everywhere
In my thoughts
In the mirror
In my head
...In my heart
I still love you
No matter what you say
I still need you
I'd have it no other way
But why this pain?
It is too much to bear
I cannot have you
I cannot see you
And yet to live is to see your face
To be fufilled is to have your love
Do you still love me?
I suppose I will never know..
Do you know the pain I feel everyday?
I don't think you do
I hope you hate me
It would make life so much easier
Then I could know we never could've been
But if you still love me
I'll always know
That it is my fault
That I'm all alone
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A journey into me...
If this really is a journey into my head, I think all of you who read it are going to need pain killers xD!
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