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Man I 'm really tired today, and on top of that I'm really sad too. Those two just don't go together. They make each other worst.

The main reason why I'm sad is that I can't seem to make friends to talk to. Now don't get me wrong, I did make two new friends, but I haven't been able to get to know them or even talk to them yet. Plus I don't know if I will be able to get to know them. Most people who want to be friends with me don't really talk to me. I try to talk to them but it just doesn't go any where. There are a couple who comment on my profile and stuff like that. I just wish i had someone to really talk to. I really need a good friend.

I have always had troubles making friends. I had one good friend from grade school to junior high. There were some other people who where my friends for a short time. Once I got into high school I had a couple of friends, but not really a good friend. I had a friend I was close to and I really don't know why. She use to push me into people, walls, lockers, and just everything else. She also use to make fun of me. But there were times when I could really talk to, but the wasn't very often.

One friend that was there since about junior high, well kinda, we really didn't become good friends until collage. That person now is my other half. They are a good friend, but I don't get to talk to them ever often but of work. During collage while staying in the dorms I had one friend and the people my other half hanged out with. But once we left the dorms I lost that friend.

I just really need to someone to talk to when I have no one to talk. Thats pretty much all day. I have tried to make friends in guilds and stuff, but it always seem that I kill the thread and no one posts in my threads. It's just really sad sad . It can be hard out there.

However, on a good note one of the new friends I made was from one of the guilds that I'm in. Yay xd . I hope I get to be able to talk to them.

I have a sad life, I know

At least this journal helps out a bit, but I don't know if people even read this. Oh well.
Now I feel a little less sad, but still tired

I do have to say thanks to Ashura Masaki for being my friend, she always has the nicest comments and is always giving me thing off of my wish list. One day I will do something for her for all the things she done for me.