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She Wasn't there
She didn't tell me
It seems like she never understood me.

I feel crushed.
i feel destroyed
Like someone tore out my heart and left me there to die.

And what if that's true
that someone was cruel enough to leave me there and die?

I wouldn't be alive would i?
so why am i here now?

I guess i still don't know.

Maybe i never will

I'm guilty i admit.
I'm not as innocent as i seem.
I never was, and never will.

But nor are they.
We all lie,
We all Deceive, and we all break hearts.

Will they mend?
Maybe.
Not likely though.

When shattered into a million pieces like mine by a friend.
There trust is to never be regained.
Never again will i share my secrets.
Never again shall i acknowledge their existence.
Never again shall i even glance in their pitiful direction.

Hmm...
They made no since did they...
i like the first one the best anyways.
Oh well.
Just some random s**t i wrote down i guess~