When you went away, i tried to be brave, covered up all my tears, told you i'd be ok, and waited... I waited, for your return- with your beautiful green eyes glistening as you held me, like before. Every night i would hug and kiss my pillow wishing it was you. Wishing you were laying next to me again. I'd wait by the phone anxious for your call- wait for you to put a smile on my face... even if just for a moment. Every second of your voice was enough to make me die a happy life... then when you called me that afternoon i was delighted, excited that the one i love was back home.. where i could spend time with him..
Hearing that voice...
but when i had the phone in me ear... it was your voice.. yet it wasn't you... this person.. his actions was hard to stomach... the guy i fell for seemed gone,- how could one trip do this to you? how could you tell the girl that you supposibly love- that you did things you promised you wouldn't? you say you won't drive me away.. but thats what your doing.. if you don't want to drive me away don't lie to me!
Hearing that voice...
you were so proud, happy this happened, - happy i'm hurt. you sneered at my pain like i wasn't capable of feelings.. because that happen.. will you do it again? can i do that? can i break every promise i had with you? can i hurt you,- make you suffer like you did to me?
Hearing that voice...
how will i be able to see you? will i see the person i heard on the phone? or will i see the guy i love- or who i think i love? i don't even know, for all i know i could be a toy! you just want to be like all your friends! but for friends.. they don't seem to help you when your hurt.. oh well rite? not my business. but i really didnt want to see it.. but your just like the rest of the guys out there!! all you want is that word!! well if thats the case you can forget about it!! try finding a girl who will do you and care about you!! because it wont be me!! but being honest... finding someone like that is hard as hell.. let me know when you find her- so i can laugh at the biggest mistake of her life...
Hearing that voice...
i don't know why... but still.. no matter how many people say give up. i wont. i know that i can make you a better person. i know that, i cant give you up... i know that things can change...
Hearing that voice...
but when i had the phone in me ear... it was your voice.. yet it wasn't you... this person.. his actions was hard to stomach... the guy i fell for seemed gone,- how could one trip do this to you? how could you tell the girl that you supposibly love- that you did things you promised you wouldn't? you say you won't drive me away.. but thats what your doing.. if you don't want to drive me away don't lie to me!
Hearing that voice...
you were so proud, happy this happened, - happy i'm hurt. you sneered at my pain like i wasn't capable of feelings.. because that happen.. will you do it again? can i do that? can i break every promise i had with you? can i hurt you,- make you suffer like you did to me?
Hearing that voice...
how will i be able to see you? will i see the person i heard on the phone? or will i see the guy i love- or who i think i love? i don't even know, for all i know i could be a toy! you just want to be like all your friends! but for friends.. they don't seem to help you when your hurt.. oh well rite? not my business. but i really didnt want to see it.. but your just like the rest of the guys out there!! all you want is that word!! well if thats the case you can forget about it!! try finding a girl who will do you and care about you!! because it wont be me!! but being honest... finding someone like that is hard as hell.. let me know when you find her- so i can laugh at the biggest mistake of her life...
Hearing that voice...
i don't know why... but still.. no matter how many people say give up. i wont. i know that i can make you a better person. i know that, i cant give you up... i know that things can change...
i know it... it has too...
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