Looking into a window
things of desire glow
how can you be soo closed to where I lay
And yet too far, far, far out of my way
What did he do, what did she say
What makes me feel this way
A hunger for more
to get the things I adore
They say I have it made right now
then why am I here having this cow
Blood in my eyes, blood in my hair
dead in the streets and they don't care
All you do is sit and stare
How can I make you all disappear
They all going to laugh at me
To actually know why now I'm in misery
but their is a list pixels, a girl
and to get out of here
I thought I was done
but I'm still got tears for my gun
Cradling myself in my room's floor
visions of blood, guts, and gore
Depression feeling like a cloudy weight
like a zombie in a gray state
Follow me through the twist and turns of a cemetery
I will be there momentarily
Crawl into a headstone and lie inside a grave
why did my mother take the life she gave
This lust, this love, this thing I crave
to be loved, praised, to be saved
In pain from the axe in my back
Endurance to go on is what I lack
Tired of the game they play with me
one i call prissy lil trendy
Prissy lil trendy ones
they force me to guns
They put it to my head
they wish me to be dead
I try to please
but I cannot squeeze
This trigger is a weight
But I can't wait
To gather enough strength inside
To pull it and fall forever where I reside
Time to do this soon, time for this Midnight croon
Cronies sitting by a pond singing a melancholy toon
my life turned out to be really gay
and the movies danced like the retro way
a screened filled in black and white
there is a ghoul in my head and i know its right
Time to find out if I can do this.... BANG BANG GOES MY CLOCK! NOW ITS TIME TO GO THROUGH WITH THIS!
Meltone_Revenants Community Member 
|
|
