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The day in the life of Stella.
Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.
No title again. =/
Staring at these open wounds.
Blood bubbling over my skin.
Tilted head, outstretched arm.
Bruised wrist, broken nails, bloodied skin, and open wounds.
Curious really how all this happened in one simple hour.
I can't really recall why it all went down..
Stinging pain.
Swallow a scream.
Thoughts overpowered by the pain.
It's taking over.
Who knew pain was so strong.
It takes over everything.
Your mind.
Your body.
Everything.
Who knew.
It's like it has it's own military.
Fighting a war against you.
I wonder when it'll stop bleeding.
I wonder if the pain will subside.
I won't take anything.
Let's see how my body's military fights off this inner militia.
It's like Stella war one.
Go figure.
My body like the earth.
Like a battlefield.
Who could've figured it that way.
I hope I'm not the first.
That'd just be mad.






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The-Bliss-of-Ignorance
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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 05:09pm
D=
I like it, but did something happen?!


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:29pm
I sliced my hand on some glass that was frozen into the fridge so yeah....xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:32pm
Ooooww.. Dx
I'm sorry to hear that.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:34pm
It didn't really hurt that bad. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:35pm
=/
Alright.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:36pm
=D



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:39pm
..xD


I think you just have a higher tolerance of pain than I do.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:41pm
*shrug*
I might.
You never know. I used to take ciggarete butts to my hand from this asswhole of a boyfriend I used to have, so I probably do.



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:42pm
o.o
Yeah.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:48pm
*nodnod*
Those hurt to. Dx



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:49pm
Yeah, they do.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:50pm
*Glomp*



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:53pm
*Falls.*


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:56pm
o.o
*blink*
I keep getting distracted...D=



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 07:57pm
By what?


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:04pm
It's better to ask what isn't distracting me.
T-T
I ran out of my ADHD pills so..yeah. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:04pm
Ohhhh.
Sounds like fun, really.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:07pm
xD
You should've seen me in geometry.
He gave me a sheet of paper and I colored each block so it made this huge picture. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:10pm
=O
That sounds cool!!


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:15pm
It was, but my spanish teacher took it.
D=
So I tried making another and she hit me with a marker, a ruler, a sharpie, and finnaly a cup. Dx



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:18pm
Thats mean. >=/


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:20pm
I know!
Then I threw the marker back at her and she sent me to the office. -_-



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:21pm
..XD

That sucks.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:22pm
Yeah, I have lunch detention for like a week. -_-
Imma just throw food at people. *nodnod*



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:23pm
What is lunch detention, exactly?


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:25pm
I sit all alone at a lunch table while a teacher stands there and lectures me. ^-^
Then I throw food at them and get an office detention.
Then I don't show up to that and I get an inschool suspension.
Then I act up in there and break stuff and get a dorm suspension, where I'm not allowed in or out of it. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:26pm
o.o
That doesn't sound all that bad.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:28pm
Pends who you are.
If it was anyone else it would suck.
xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:29pm
Maybe.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:31pm
I just find it hilarious when teachers get all mad and stuff. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:32pm
Yeah.
I know. xD


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:34pm
Wait till senior year. xD
Imma have the best senior prank.



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:36pm
Oh yeah?
Can I get a preview as to what it will be?


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:37pm
Beach in the office. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:39pm
O.O


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:42pm
*nod*
Artificial sand on the ground, small volleyball net, fake trees, beach balls, pails and shovels. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:44pm
That sounds like alot of stuff.
Will you have help?


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:44pm
Hopefully. xD



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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:45pm
Good.


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 24, 2008 @ 08:46pm
Yup.



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