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Thanksgiving
Well I haven't done one of these in a while so I'll probably have a lot to say.

First off:
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
I know it's not Thanksgiving but I probably won't be on when it is so yeah.
So I get out of school Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday because of it so yay.
But I have to build my own room on our new house we are going to get.
So I'll be outside working the three days I'm off of school.
XD

I'm actually doing pretty well.
Nothing really bad has happened.
A lot of good things have happened.
I'm really thankful for that.
I needed that.

I've still been going to high school and college.
I'm not doing so well but I'll get my grades up.
I'm starting to feel the weight of college life baring down on me.
Everyone seems to be attacking me with offers and ways to get in and pay for it.
It just seems overwhelming right now.
Too many options, not enough time, too much work, and other things just make everything stressful.
Oh well.
I'm sure everything will work out.

I've also been over burdened by "work."
I've already told myself I'm never doing fast food.
Too much stuff to memorize and if I don't like it I don't care if I get fired or not and that's not good.
So I'm going to find a cashier job or something.
I just need to find a decent job that I can stand doing.

I realized lately that I'm getting closer and closer to snapping.
I mean I know I'm crazy but I can control it enough.
But with my friends being annoying and needy and my English teacher being a total b***h I just feel so close just to yelling at someone.
I pretty sure I will be able to control it but just in case I don't, someone will end up with they're feelings hurt.
>.<
I just wish my friends could be a little bit less naive and more grown-up.
*sighs*
Oh well.
I'll live.

Anyway I'm done with my monthly rant.
Thank you for reading and caring.
(or pretending to care)
Talk to you later.






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Gr0tesk
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commentCommented on: Thu Nov 27, 2008 @ 02:42am
x_x wow...
I didn't realize that everything was stressing you out so much lately...
I hope everything works out for you.


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