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Everyone should have a person that they can tell everything to. Someone that knows all their secrets.
I said that once. I wonder, is that what people pay for? That's what makes sleepaway camps so alluring. At least, CTY. Except, they pay to be anonymous. While your there, nobody knows you. When you go back, whatever happened doesn't chase you and change others' perceptions of you. At a school dance, one of my friends told me she didn't want to dance, because there were people that know her here. She wouldn't be able to relax, knowing that it would be one of those things that certain people won't drop. It's... infuriating. Perhaps that's me, though. I don't like my past to follow me. I pretend that it never happened, but then they say things that infringe upon the little world I have. If I continue, nothing good will come, I think. I should probably try to adapt more. In the mean time, I still have... well, someone who knows me well enough. One that I whole trust. I wonder, is it terribly foolish?
Hm. Maybe I ought to make my speech about this. At least, something regarding the opening lines. I likely can speak enough about it.
I don't particularly want to be human.