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The day in the life of Stella.
Just poetry and what not that comes to me at random intervals of time when I'm sittin' in my good ole' computer chair.
Kill me now and end this pain.
Kill me now and silence the screaming.
Kill me now and stop the torture.
Stop my beating heart.
Let him know it was always his.
Incinerate my body and hide the embarassment I am.
My body unworthy of it's own spot six feet under.
Deserves to be burned..
End my life and end this pain.
End my life and silence the screaming.
End my life and stop the torture.
Stop caring about who I was.
Let them know it wasn't their fault.
Incinerate who I was and who I am.
My soul never moving on,
Deserves to stay in this hell.
Stab me and end this pain.
Stab me and silence the screaming.
Stab me and stop the torture.
Stop believing I'll get better.
Let go of all that was.
Incinerate everything.
My embarrasment of a life,
Deserves to be laughed at.
Kill me.
End me.
Stab me.
Whatever it may be.
Just stop the madness..






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renegadebrigade
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commentCommented on: Sat Nov 29, 2008 @ 07:29am
so now you think you're not good enough?


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 29, 2008 @ 02:16pm
It's not just that I'm not good enough..I don't deserve to live after what I've done..



Stellalicious
Community Member
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