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Well, it's nearly 5am! No, I didn't wake up early, and no, I didn't stay up for fun! I'm up cuz bimbo mother decided it was somehow convenient to let her hooker friend live in our garage room cuz she was gonna "help pay the bills". But come now, what job could she possibly have that would allow her old wrinkly self to stay up til nearly 5am just blasting jazz music? :0 A loser job, that's what. Losers need to move into ghetto baby houses where the bathtubs so filthy that cleaning it won't even clean it >_O

Asked the bimbo mom to tell her friend to STFU ALREADY!!! But no, no! "I'll tell her later D;" I want her to tell her NOW. I want to sleep NOW DDDDDDDD<<<<<<< It's such a wonderful Friday night, and tomorrow is Saturday, a time where I should be able to sleep in. But you know, since bimbo's moocher friend wants to be obnoxious and play loud music, I get to stay up with her mooching bimbo axx >/

You'd think with 3 women in the house that it would actually be clean. But no, no. I've tried keeping it clean, but filth monger mother just loves using up every single dish daily. Plus the horse outside. I like horses, I really do, but not living in my yard attracting a million flies. I was looking at the laundry one day and my mom thinks SO WELL considering she put the clean laundry right under the fly sticky strip so that they were touching.

Geeze it's like horrible Chinese torture listening to her muffled music. "Put your head under your pillow" my mom says. Yeah, that doesn't work e.e Suckssuckssucks! Doesn't matter how tired I am, any amount of noise will keep me from being able to sleep. GUH! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP >/// Why do these walls have to be so paper thin?!?! I could totally break through them with my noodle arms if I wanted to e.e

Hate this house, hate this woman, hate the music, hate not being able to sleep, hate my vacation, HATEHATEHATE DDDX

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I'm tired ;; Someone come take me home with yooouu. I'm too tired to be angry now T^T...Now I'm just miserable...-stare at screen- =| Brain dead T^T So sweepppy...T^T...I wish there was another room for me to sleep in or something...I wanted to go to sleep at 2am, but no ;; ..Music >/...Anger rising again DDDx I'd just go and draw, but the music's so fxcking distracting and irritating all I can do is SNAP my pencils >_O

Grr, my mom's not a real mom at all >/ Just cuz i'm older doesn't mean I can pay for my own doctor's appointments, particularly for something that could involve scoliosis e.e My dad's too ASIAN to understand doctor's appointments. Come now, if you're rib cage was lop sided or twisted and you haven't done anything active or athletic or been in an accident, would you get that checked out by a doctor, or go get a massage and see a chiropractor e.e Especially when it's accompanied by pain in your tail bone/hips when you sit/lay down/jump/walk? >_<

WHY THE GARAGE, WHY? DDX If it were in the office room, I could go sleep on the porch. Granted it's snowing outside so it would be very cold, but it would be quiet at least. Maybe my mom's leaving soon so that I can steal her bed e.e Doesn't sound as loud in her room...Although it is much brighter...But at least a pillow can block that out. Oh, oh, I hear the car. I'm totally gonna steal her room tonight. Her friend better not blast music on a school night this late --; I'm gonna have to start some shxt, let me tell you.

-whimper- I'm gonna go and see if there's a quiet, dark place for me to sleep T^T -pet journal and Navi- Good night.