Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I'm so confused.
I want to be happy for my friends.
Them having just gotten boyfriends.
And I am.
But I hate being around them.
Because it makes me feel so...
I don't even know.
It brings up the fact that my last boyfriend dumped me.
I hate it.
It was all cause he decided he liked men better.
(I'm a girl by the way)
And being around my friends when there being coupley.
Gives me a wicked Migrane.
I'm so confused.