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god life is boring..well not that boring latly...the boy i have a crush on is curitlity dating my best friend...what fun rolleyes and my friends are all getting breakdowns on me...i dont know what to do... i think ill join them...life is hard. god my friend keey is like the best friend ive ever had well she isnt but i consider one of them anyways shes all sad and stuff because her and her boyfriend broke up (its alot worsethen it sounds its just thats alittle to personal for others to read) and instead of breaking down like most people even though she does she has been haveing bad stoumick problems....cause by stress and its just so sad to see her in so much pain...fisicaly and emotionally..and then there is kayla...shes one of those people who is really smart and not afriad to admit it but she also has alot of family problems (dont live with parents, live with aunt and ungle, they dont love her that much..you get the picture) and all today her family has been going down on her and now her boyfriend is being a stupid a** and its making her stressed out to and i just cant believe two of my best friends in the world are so down in tears today! i just want to join them its not like i can help them! i dont know what they are going though.....i mean all i can do is confert them...but today that just isnt enough...*sigh* i wish i knew what to do.... cry
i mean heres what i wrote today about MY PROBLEMS
(please dont copy this and call it as your own i pored my heart and soul into this)
Why?
You kiss her
like im not there
you know how i feel
but its like you dont care
i wish i could forget you
but i know i cant
get away from me
so i can stop loving you
but you wont leave
and thats why when im all alone
i sit at home and cry...