Sitting here staring at the powdery substance before me.
I could do what I want and forget about everything.
I wouldn't have to worry.
Wouldn't have to care.
All the chains holding me onto this earth would be broken.
I could be free.
Even if it's just for a few hours.
The expenses are increasing.
My feelings are depleating.
My heart is growing shallow.
My moods becoming darker.
I'm not who I used to be.
I wish I could just go back.
Someone kill me.
I'm not strong enough to do it myself...
I could do what I want and forget about everything.
I wouldn't have to worry.
Wouldn't have to care.
All the chains holding me onto this earth would be broken.
I could be free.
Even if it's just for a few hours.
The expenses are increasing.
My feelings are depleating.
My heart is growing shallow.
My moods becoming darker.
I'm not who I used to be.
I wish I could just go back.
Someone kill me.
I'm not strong enough to do it myself...
