I am so sick and tired of letting people into my life for me to be left in the dust. I am sick of dating people who don't bother to contact me, I am sick of people being an a** hole to me, I am sick of being one to give more than I am receiving. I am sick of losing people I care for, I am sick of people yelling at me for petty little things, I am sick of being lied to, and I am sick of being put off to the side.
I am sick of finding someone who I think I can be with, long term, just to find out that they don't want to be with me, or to find out that they weren't them selves around me and just wearing a mask to be what I was looking for. I am tried of jumping from guy to guy, trying to find that person who is right for me. MOST OF ALL, I am sick of not being able to make a relationship last longer than two months. Seems like every one of my relationships have a max of two to three weeks set on them, what kind of ridiculous s**t is that!? I want to be in a relationship with some one who cares about me equally as I care about them, not one more than the other.
I am sick of being taken advantage of, I am sick of being the nice guy who goes out of his way for you. I am sick of lying not you hurt your feelings. I am done lying, and I am done being the nice guy. You can find your own ride to work or school, you can borrow money from some one else other than me. And honestly GO ******** YOURSELF. And I would just love to list the names of people who has hurt me, believe me I would LOVE THAT! But still I have a conscience and that would kill me, lucky you, ********
I hate letting people into my life and letting them know me for them to be gone within three months. Those of you, my TRUE FRIENDS, the ones who have been there for me through thick and thin. Those of you will be there even after a hard fight, after a big move or a change. Those of you who I truly love you;re what makes me ME. I would probably not be where I am today if it wasn't for you guys, I'd probably be in a hole depressed or something.
Thank you, now ******** off
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