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i was pondering a question the other day, if i died, who would miss me and for how long? i got the idea as i was standing next to the door of my last period class b4 the weekend reading the rule chart thingy on the wall as i ran out the clock. eventually i read to the part about "indruders and other un-desirables" one part said if you see someone like this alert the office and do not try to disarm any weapon they have blah blah blah. and i read one part that said "if encountered by the intruder with a weapon, try to use non-violent verbal compromise to ease them down" to which i thought myself in that type of situation, and i'm never the type of person for that kind thing. if someone is about to punch or somethin bad like that, i test to see if they have the balls by saying "go ahead, DO IT!". somehow i thought if i said that to them in that situation then BAM (pretty easy to predict eh?). then i thought if i died from that the school would probably hagve some sort of assembly in my honor, or some bullshit like that. and i thought "if i died, who would miss me?". now i'm not one of these self-loathing pathetic ******** who thinks that if they die no one will care, i know that if i die some ppls lives will be turned around. just a simple thought "how many ppl would miss me" plus a little addition to that "for how long would they?" iunno just a thought, just a random thought.