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I'm just so confused.
I'm not getting any straight answers.
All I get are mixed signals. From everyone.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I get jealous and try brushing it off. That never works.
I'll never get another chance. They just won't ever give me one.
I don't blame them for it, either.
I mean, it's not their fault that there is someone else.
Everything is breaking my heart, over and over again.
I'm not trying to be a drama queen. I'm just so overwhelmed.
He has a girlfriend, already. I'm still in shock.
After what he did...I tried forgiveness. And of course I do forgive him.
But, the pain? That won't ever go away. Not ever. He'll never understand.
And her? She likes someone else.
And I can tell she likes this other person more than she'd ever admit to me.
It's all she ever talks about anymore. I try just nodding and going along, but it hurts.
I never get second chances. He'll never give me another chance. He's too occupied.
She'll never want to be with me.
That huge crush she has, that's not going to be gone for a while. And I haven't decided if I have a problem with it yet.
Sure, I say I don't. But, do I really? I don't know.
No matter how much help I try receiving, nothing works. No one else understands my situation.
It's so complicated, it's killing me.
All I can do now is wait.
It feels like I'm waiting and nothing is ever going to happen.
Life ******** sucks. - Goes to emo corner. - ; ;






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iCloudiie
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commentCommented on: Sat Dec 06, 2008 @ 09:03pm
OO:
Tell me who.
-hopesyougetbetter-
:'D


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 06, 2008 @ 09:38pm
Are you sure no one else understands?
*hugs*



laissez-m o i
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