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my mom wanted to have me abortioned when she got preg ut my dad wanted to keep me . my mom was 15 when she got preg with me 1 month before she truned 16 she had me . at 6 months of being cursed with me she tryed to kill her self 10 times .
my dad tryed to stay with her but he left when i was 6months old i can remember him changing me even way back then i remember once my mom tried to kill him . when i was 5months old my mom almost killed me she left a space heater naxt to my crib with me in it i got a temp of 104.0 i was almost dead her brother found me he took me to the hospital they put me in ice water i was fine after a few days all that happened because my mom got druged out and passed out . form the time i was 1month old untill i was 3 my mom tourtured me badly i have scars to remember it . my grandma (i called her mom within a year) adopted me she fought to get me . when i was five i got diabetes and had to be held dow twice a day for a year so i could get my meds (a shot) note i got diabetes because my mom dose drugs . when i was 4 my real mom hade my brother he was supposed to be a twin his brother died 3 days after being born because she did drugs my other brother was 1l when he was born he stayed in the hospital for a whole year so
he could live . 6months later my mom got reanel kidney failure due to drugs . when i was seven my dad went to jail for a year he gose to jail literaly every 2 months or so .
when i truned eight my mom was supposed to die she live that time .
she had tumors the size of baseballs and her heart was three times bigger than it was supposed to be .
i saw her ever other week once a week untill i was nine then i didnt see her for a year she was okay to see me she told me she didnt want to see me i made her sick my dad got out of jail and lived with me and my grandma for 6month then started his s**t again . when i truned 10 my mom wanted to see me so we went for a car drive and she got pulled over expired licens plat (by 5 years) the when i was about `14 my mom died and thats about it im 14 now