You know a lot lately I been hearing that I am dumb. And the truth is I am dumb. I don't know how to take care of myself, and I am not good at a lot of things. But never once did I blame the s**t that I have been through as the reason I am the way I am. See I'm a whore. Plain and Simple. Nothing special or unique about me...and if you say I'm special...thank you that's very sweet of you. But I'm not. I can't take care of myself...but I made me that way. A long time ago back when I was 11 I found out if you do stuff for guys like sexual favors and s**t they give you things and take care of you so you will keep doing those things. Well I did things just to be taken care of...so yea I am a whore just because I'm afraid to actually do something on my own. I got a great guy in my life, and if we are friends...which all of you are, then you know how in love with him I am. And you know how grateful I am to have him, see he is very patient with me, and he tries to teach me things. But the truth of the matter is I am too stupid to learn...it's not that I can't do it, it's that I am afraid to do it. Because well if I learn to take care of myself then I can stop doing those sexual favors, and if I stop that then no man is ever gonna want me. I am just afraid more than anything just to be alone. So yea I am calling this one My Weakness, and well hopefully now you all understand me a little better. I love you all, but most importantly I love you Eric...more than anyone else in this universe.
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