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The Message In The Dark
Third Message In The Dark
I know why the caged bird sings, but I don't understand why doves cry... How could a creature that stands for peace cry? Well maybe there is a such thing as too much peace. Rest in peace? There is no rest in peace. Because I am at peace. I've been at peace for a long time. As if im asleep, but im in contact with myself. When I am asleep... It's as if im dead... So I act like I am. I've been doing that ever since I can remember... I don't enjoy it. I don't ejoy anything. Even the very little things that did once bring me joy are gone from me... Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign... Instead there is only silence... Can't you hear my screams... With misfortune in our lives, dispare and tragedy will follow us always and deafen the world around us... Let go of your anger, your frustration. Let go of your sorrow, your fear. Let go of everything. Everything that hurt you, what made you cry, what made you bleed. Let it all go. Quiet the storm of your mind. Only then can you learn true enternal balance and complete inner focus... But it is diffrent for me entirely... And you will soon discover that not all you see you can believe... Can't you see my tears... Just like doves, I too cry. Though now I have forgotten the purpose of my tears and my sorrow is never ending, I shall find the faint light in the darkness. The slight shimmer of hope that will keep me going for eternity. Yes I am within the darkness. Yes my soul is among that of demons. And yes it was by my will that I chose this path. But no shadow dweller is complete without light. Because without light... There can be no shadows.
So why do doves cry... Not bacause of too much peace. But because the desire for less peace and more freedom... Because when a dove cries, it is nothing but a caged bird, longing to be free. You ask if I can hear your screams or see your tears. The truth is I can not.. For so long, I've been trapped in this body, trapped with this soul. In reality I am a caged bird. Forced to sing my sorrows of life and doomed to be trapped within the armageddon which is my mind, body, soul, and spirit...
CAST IN THE NAME OF GOD
TR-GT
YE NOT GUILTY...


Mikami - King of Shadows
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    A_Darkness09
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    Mon Dec 08, 2008 @ 12:33am


    if a bird wants to be free and is caged, the bird cannot sing. the bird drowns in it's sorrows and cannot eat or drink. the bird lays on the cage floor slowly dying. the one who owns the bird wants the bird to sing its beautiful chirps, but the bird does not sing.the owner gets mad and violentle shakes the cage. but the bird does not die. the bird is near death still hoping the day of it's freedom will come.the owner keeps shaking the cage everytime the bird dont sing when asked.it seems like the day of freedom will never come. the bird wonders y it stil lives if freedom will never come.if there is a god y would he/she or any1 else keep something so peaceful and delicate alive to be tortured and trapped and to be in endless pain. the bird screams for help but no 1 cares.the bird would ecsape but is to weak.the bird is so tramatized it becomes afraid of everything and every1.the bird dwells in darkness.it seeks light, freedom. the bird slowly realizes there is no way out.it tries to kill itself by raming its head in2 da cage walls,but that does not work, the owner puts padding around the bars.the bird wants to die quick but the only choice is to starve and die at the final shake of the cage.the bird now thinks it will have freedom when its body is lifeless.


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