I know why the caged bird sings, but I don't understand why doves cry... How could a creature that stands for peace cry? Well maybe there is a such thing as too much peace. Rest in peace? There is no rest in peace. Because I am at peace. I've been at peace for a long time. As if im asleep, but im in contact with myself. When I am asleep... It's as if im dead... So I act like I am. I've been doing that ever since I can remember... I don't enjoy it. I don't ejoy anything. Even the very little things that did once bring me joy are gone from me... Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign... Instead there is only silence... Can't you hear my screams... With misfortune in our lives, dispare and tragedy will follow us always and deafen the world around us... Let go of your anger, your frustration. Let go of your sorrow, your fear. Let go of everything. Everything that hurt you, what made you cry, what made you bleed. Let it all go. Quiet the storm of your mind. Only then can you learn true enternal balance and complete inner focus... But it is diffrent for me entirely... And you will soon discover that not all you see you can believe... Can't you see my tears... Just like doves, I too cry. Though now I have forgotten the purpose of my tears and my sorrow is never ending, I shall find the faint light in the darkness. The slight shimmer of hope that will keep me going for eternity. Yes I am within the darkness. Yes my soul is among that of demons. And yes it was by my will that I chose this path. But no shadow dweller is complete without light. Because without light... There can be no shadows. So why do doves cry... Not bacause of too much peace. But because the desire for less peace and more freedom... Because when a dove cries, it is nothing but a caged bird, longing to be free. You ask if I can hear your screams or see your tears. The truth is I can not.. For so long, I've been trapped in this body, trapped with this soul. In reality I am a caged bird. Forced to sing my sorrows of life and doomed to be trapped within the armageddon which is my mind, body, soul, and spirit...
CAST IN THE NAME OF GOD TR-GT YE NOT GUILTY...
Mikami - King of Shadows · Sun Dec 07, 2008 @ 06:45pm · 1 Comments |