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Ali Is Dead
Thoughts and poems
its hard to say
im going through alot right now
im not thinking straight
i have no idea what im doing
and its so hard to say this but im sorry
for everything
i know i hurt alot of people
but its hard to say why i did those things
its hard to say why i hurt myself
its hard to say why im letting myself die
its hard to say why im letting you get so close to me
i know you'er just going to hurt me
but i dont care
and i dont know why maybe it cause i love you
maybe its cause your my world
maybe its cause i cant go a day with out thinking about you
your all a want
your all i need
but nevermind all that
all i have to say is im sorry im so sorry
i didnt mean to hurt you
and i cant make you forgive me
but i just had to say its hard to say why i did all those thing when i didnt want to hurt anyone i didnt realize that you all really cared about me and im so sorry teala your my everything and i know i hurt you real bad to
but i sit here and i just have to think that im a smart person so why the hell did i do those things
well..its cause im not ok right now
and
i need help and no one will help me and no matter who i turn to they dont do anything to try to help meh all they do is listen and junge me
right now i think the only person who can help me is teala


if you dont know what things im talking about then
you dont need to worry about me cause im already dead


yours for always
Ali Dead


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