i never wanted it to turn out this way but i guess thats just what happens when we lie
and i guess thats what you get when you cant find your own way out
i was never afraid to die only afraid of how.
but all this pain makes me feel like a mutilated song bird wishing you could fly.
well i would do anything to prevent this nightmare of loving you come true i would bite my toungh and rip out my lungs if it ment i could get away from you and everything you do.
i've been waiting.
i've been dreaming.
i would end up on the bathroom floor
well cause that where i was born.
and just like the rain beat my heart to a pumlp and you were the last to find it and the exit is always in the last place you look.
it could be a good excuse but it wasnt
and thats just what you get so you'll have to forget cause we're all here then we're gone.
you can watch the ashes drift in the wind or fallow and drown by the darkness cause you never found the light
you had a taste and now you want more and your starving for the only place you could call home but its no use cause they've left you too just like they always do and just like they always will and you'll always be alone cause no one cares and noone ever cared for my broken heart so you think they'll care for yours
we're all the same human and dieing and at every second we lose another year
so its best to forget and smile then that you should remember and be sad.
but i would rather die then feel this pain then feel anything but this pain
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Yours for always
-Ali Dead
 AliixBerkowitz · Thu May 07, 2009 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments |
