I hope your proud
Of what you’ve done.
You truly should.
In one fell swoop, you have taken my heart
In your seemingly capable hands,
And shattered it.
I gave you the single key
The only copy of the map that led through the
The never-ending labyrinth that was my heart. And yet,
Now,
You have found yourself lost,
Adrift in the pitch black water with all the others.
Wait.
You are the only one, correct?
So there you will sit, alone, waiting for the loneliness to overwhelm you.
Since there will never be another.
In one fell swoop, you have diminished any and all hope I had
Of finding someone who would love me as much
As you did.
You traded me in, like some broken down model of a fancy car
Or a shattered porcelain doll, aged and dirty,
All in the chance that she may take you back again.
You willingly traded my unyielding love
For her feeble friendship.
What a wise move on your part.
I can only sit back and watch,
From upon my high podium,
Where I sit on my throne,
The one who loves the darkness still…
To see how your love will pan out for you.
I can only wish you the best.
“The best” meaning that she takes you back,
Loves you,
And destroys you
All over again.
And if that’s the case,
If that truly does happen,
I will give you my condolences.
Then I will sit back and laugh like the twisted schoolgirl I am
And tell you that“I told you so”.
There’s nothing more for me to do.
You’ve made yourself painstakingly clear.
So, I say again:
I wish you the best.
And don’t worry about me.
I’ll return to that same feeble state,
The girl who cries and screams at night
Because she dreams of being left alone.
Honestly, it’s far better than what you’ve put
Me through.
So there. No more.
My heart is locked, my lips are sealed,
With the needle-thin twine
That you have laced upon me.
Of what you’ve done.
You truly should.
In one fell swoop, you have taken my heart
In your seemingly capable hands,
And shattered it.
I gave you the single key
The only copy of the map that led through the
The never-ending labyrinth that was my heart. And yet,
Now,
You have found yourself lost,
Adrift in the pitch black water with all the others.
Wait.
You are the only one, correct?
So there you will sit, alone, waiting for the loneliness to overwhelm you.
Since there will never be another.
In one fell swoop, you have diminished any and all hope I had
Of finding someone who would love me as much
As you did.
You traded me in, like some broken down model of a fancy car
Or a shattered porcelain doll, aged and dirty,
All in the chance that she may take you back again.
You willingly traded my unyielding love
For her feeble friendship.
What a wise move on your part.
I can only sit back and watch,
From upon my high podium,
Where I sit on my throne,
The one who loves the darkness still…
To see how your love will pan out for you.
I can only wish you the best.
“The best” meaning that she takes you back,
Loves you,
And destroys you
All over again.
And if that’s the case,
If that truly does happen,
I will give you my condolences.
Then I will sit back and laugh like the twisted schoolgirl I am
And tell you that“I told you so”.
There’s nothing more for me to do.
You’ve made yourself painstakingly clear.
So, I say again:
I wish you the best.
And don’t worry about me.
I’ll return to that same feeble state,
The girl who cries and screams at night
Because she dreams of being left alone.
Honestly, it’s far better than what you’ve put
Me through.
So there. No more.
My heart is locked, my lips are sealed,
With the needle-thin twine
That you have laced upon me.
