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Sorry, guys.
No humorous white text today...
If you've read the title,
You already know what I'm about to say:
I'm so ******** pissed off.

Usually I don't use my journal to vent and s**t,
But I really need this right about now.

W H A T...B U L L...S H I T

So my little sister, JuMPiNg ToAsT, has been getting on my nerves.
It seems like she never sees me as her older sister, just something less than herself.
From what I've noticed she loves to pin-point my flaws and tell me.

I did a small hit and run a while back driving a friend home,
And ever since then she's been antagonizing me about lying to my parents.
If I had told our parents they would have to report it and our already high insurance would rise.

Of course, she refuses to realize this crucial detail.
She continues to accuse me of lying when she herself lies far more than I do.
As a matter of fact, she's lied to her friends, peers, and the people she's baby-sat for about her own age.

That right there is a big deal.
People are trusting her to care for their infants.
She told them she's a Sophomore, but really she's just in 8th grade.
I don't know about you, but the difference in maturity between 8th and 10th was big for me.

She's also lied on her profile.
Never, ever has she dyed her hair.
And she's no goddamned photographer.

On Face Book and in signatures she spells her last name like William Faulkner.
Not only is that fraud and disrespectful to our branch of the family,
But she's doing it because she's a "gifted writer".

T H A T...D A M N E D...E G O

I read her stuff and I've written better short stories at her age.
And yet because an English teacher realized she actually tries in her writing,
She's come to believe she's some ******** profit from above.

Even when we're making pancakes or something,
I'll have it all under control and she'll try to take over with some excuse like,
"You should go get dressed, so I'll make them."

Oh, and she talks about how "sporty" she is and how I'm not.
Sorry I took on our school's most grueling sports and got severely injured in the process.
Swimming was my passion, my everything, and just because I developed "shoulder pension" I can never do it again.

She does two seasonal sports, Track and Basketball.
Woo ******** hoo, you're doing something athletic year-round.

And then she gets on to me about my doing sailing.
It's honestly the only sport I can stomach so soon after a shoulder and knee injury.
I tore the cartilage in my knee at crew, what can I do?

F U C K I N G...S E L F I S H...B R A T

When she's not directly attacking me, she's disrespecting me.
She snaps at me like I'm some moocher and never acknowledges my kindness.

I've tried to be such a good big sister, backing her up and the works.
She's so ungrateful for the s**t I take for her it's frustrating.

I take her side in fights against our parents,
I don't get pissy when she's in my room like she does.
I save cookies or whatever for her when I pick her up from practice.
I listen to her whine about her shitty a** friends and her "my day sucked" rants.
I lend her money and buy her expensive presents on the holidays.
I horse around with her even when I'm not in the mood.
I always try to make peace with the b***h.

All these sacrifices and she doesn't even mention me in her profile.
Oh yah, she loves her two older sisters—Mirna and Carla—but sure as hell not me.
They're not even around and yet I'm still not worth being mentioned.

Why have I tolerated this so long and kept it up?
I've been asking myself this question for a while and it sounds kinda stupid but...
After realizing how Itachi took all those risks for his beloved little brother and was despised by him until death, I felt no need to complain and tried to follow in Itachi's noble footsteps.

I...S M E L L...A...W H O R E

No matter how incredibly annoying she gets,
I always find a way to just inwardly roll my eyes and move on.

But there's one thing she does that really gets me.
We'll be at the movies and she'll be looking around at every guy in the room.
She'll say something obnoxious like "Ooh, he's hot."

Or the worst is around my friends.
I'll see one of my friends and say hey and she'll pry.
If he's decent to good looking she'll try to be all buddy-buddy with him.
Every time she sees him she'll do something annoying like try to impress him when he's way older.

God, the list could go on, and on.
But I've cooled down enough to stop bitching about it.
No one'll ever want to read this s**t, but it feels good to get it off my chest.

I hope no one actually reads this sucker.
Cuz I'll sound like a total whiner.

Well, that's it for now.
Over and out~
I'm feeling much better now.
Think I'll go call `RibZ or something like that...

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