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What I want right now. at this very moment. is something so huge and so important it's going to kill me if I don't get it soon. I've never wanted anything this badly in my entire life. I want the person that loves me more than anything in the whole world to come and get me. from wherever i may be. It seems to be like a fantasy of mine to you all but its what I really need. What i need s to be able to survive without this pain, without this enormous hole in my heart continually ripping at me until there's nothing left of me. I want you to save me. Please its all i ask of you.