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Dec. 18, 08
11:30 pm

I now realize so much. Self evaluation really helps, I knoe the part I play and I have a general sense of everyone else's. I have my alternative now. No I'm not going to try to backtrack. That's impossible seeing as I covered them well. Making them now nearly invisible. And no I'm not going to take a back alley route. That's too simple of a solution a shortcut. And hell no I'm not dropping out of the game. I could never leave just my friends in and run off. I wouldn't fit anywhere else. So I could not can not will not and never will.No I've found a much more sensible way to keep going. I'll keep my part. I knoe I have one to play if not a big one. But while my turn is in wait, I'll start etching my alternative trail out. Nothing in life is planned out. You choose wat happens yourself. You etch out your life on stone. Every choice you make and every action you do. My mind is set, I have the blueprints in hand. I'll make it to teh end. I was with this from the start in a way and I'm determined to go to the end.

11:41 pm