i didn't get the unicorn i wanted frum frys cause i waited to long to get it.
i should have just gotten it when i had the chance...
but now its gone, and i cant have a gynormus unicron like i wanted,
how materialistic can yew get?
yeah, what i really want is for james to take me back.
annie sayd that she was going to break up with colter, cause he wont listen to what she says like stop buying me things or sumthing like that.
sad.
well at least i thought soo.
its like i sayd dont break up with him just like that with no forwarning, or like just remind him or sumthing, yew just dont go and break up with him like that, i know its none of my buissness. but thats what james, did to me, he didn't say anything, he just broke up with me, all of a sudden, it makes spontaneousness seem terrible.
ive prolly done the same thing.
but im sorry for all the things ive done, and the whole part of getting back together last time was to start over.
and thats what we do.
james, is my love, and i love him forever.
and all i want is to be with him!!,
boyfriend, girlfriend.
married.
someday.
and where james, is taking us, is never going to lead us there.
is there suthing wrong with just discussing things...?
i cant even talk to him cause he alwaies stops me in mid sentence when he's mad, and refuses to talk to me, and work things out. thats what i want to do, work things out. james is asposed to know this, thats how yew make things better, not just ending them.
so i smoked big deal.
i guess it is.
but i dont anymore.
and wont...
he's assposed to forgive me.
but...
he avoids me.
and uses my love, and if he doesn't get any he gets mad.
and there isn't going to be any better if hes mad.
so i alwaies have to give him what he wants,
i spoil him.
didn't i give him enough love the other day?
enough to prove that he's the only one.
i give him everything.
what more does he wan't? my life? he has that to if he wants it.
unless of course he wants nothing to do with me.
View User's Journal
[[Dear Diary]]
...
 |
c'est moi, j'aime mon aimee <3 -->