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There is a part of her that is happy... to bad its drowning in her guilt. She knew she did the right thing...well the wrong thing. But it was right ot her even if she hurt two of her friends... to get one boy... maybe it wasnt right at all. Her best friend was happy with the boy she loves... she tried to accepted it because she broke that boys heart, on purpose. In hope to make things easier for her friend she tries to apoligize to the boy who once loved her, she didnt want her best friend to have to chose between her and the boy. While explaining what had happened between them she slipped up and told him how much she loved him. He asked her if she was trying to make things harder... he was starting to get over her and she manipulated him into loving her once again. She was happy and for the first time in a week so was he... they talked about being together then suddenly... they realized they both had someone else in their lives... Some one who they would have to break up with... some one they would have to ditch... some one who would have their heart ripped out and stomped on. She sat up that night and when through the possiblities to break up with her boyfriend... after she decided she laughed at how stupid she was and how she could possible mess everything up so easily with three little words... She thought about her insucure best friend... she was so worry she would be mad... not be her friend... and most of all her best friend was afraid that her new boyfriend loved ehr friend more than her... she was right of course but they tried to convence her that he loved her and not the girl who screwed everything up...

that was a bit confusing