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"So pure so rare, to witness such an earthly goddess. I'd sell my soul, my self esteem a dollar at a time... one kiss one taste of you my Magdalena..."

anyways...

You guys should read koukou debut....and the wallflower. I like them, they're cute manga readings. <--- bad grammar.

Did i mention how much i love my couch? like love love love love. soooo comfy... and it's a recliner too so i can draw comfortably while watching tv. 8D <-- couch potato.

i realize that i'm half introverted and half extroverted...or i might just be full introverted but since i'm always alone i don't need to 'recharge' that often... hmm. i've been looking at websites that explain the different from Asian vs western cultures and how they differ. They're really anti-social over there... seriously... my dad told me not to be mean to my cousin and not ignore her but it's hard because she's really annoying... she talks too much about random s**t i don't care about so mehhhh....

I love apc. 8DDDDD and and and... todays been a peaceful relaxing day yepyep...

so here's a po-um. O:



Wake up?
I don't think I can,
at least not today
I try hard though.
Is that good enough?
good enough for you to rely
on me even just a bit
i may not be detached
to my ever lasting fear of flying
your eyes keeps me warm on such a cold and lonely night
so lovely
you're so lovely
too radiant to my shadowy heart
it's been locked up forever
forgive me
for this intrusion
i fear that i may love you but you don't know it yet
that's good shhh keep it a secret.
i picked up the signal of your mind and read it out loud
but to my surprise you always knew
didn't you
you don't have to hold back anymore
it's okay to hurt me
i don't feel it anymore
not anymore.
I've grown tireless today
the circle won't reach a full stop
it's currently in 120 but 360 isn't that far off
i figured something out today
i need you
i need you
i need you
i need you
.
"Maybe you're better off this way"

i'm really inspired by such a great manga series, i wish i could keep reading for ever...
anyways, go listen to apc okay guys?

byeee. 8D


btw... i know you're gonna ask lol, but no that poem has nothing to do with me.... it might of a long time ago but not anymore. ^_^;

(before i moved to my house)