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Like the title says I haven't been having the greatest year.It must be all the karma coming back and giving me what I deserve.This year my most loved BF Ken left me and then broke up with me over gaia but I forgive him.I mean we're still friends,my sister left for Colorado and joined the police force which gives me many bad dreams with worse outcomes.My mom is still unemployed and I haven't been helping with asking her for things so I'm gonna try to knock it off.My grandpa is slowly dying and....I can't....hes just not the same..*sob*Hes just so different.Hes not the same happy smart guy I remember seeing every summer and I hate that.Cause when he dose leave I'm gonna miss him so much.I guess cancer dose that.Its my last year of highschool and the pressure totally sucks.And my dad isn't helping by always putting me down with s**t like,'I hope you enjoy your 5th year of highschool,' and , 'Man if you wern't so stupid maybe one day you could be like your sister and get a better dream like her!'.And my most recent delivery of bad news is that my room flooded.I tore apart the whole thing and now for god knows how many more months I can't even get new carpet or even put my stuff back in there B/c its just so bad.I remember I was so happy when I moved in.It was new and I finally got a bigger room and now I gotta change eveything and I can't have the room I always wanted.Anyway I'm done venting.