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I agreed to answer any and all questions on the 31st. And I don't know what to do.
I can't see any immediate reprecussions; I don't see how her memory could be destroyed that close to the date. I don't know, though. I want to keep her safe. But I also don't want her to be in the dark anymore. I'm conflicted.
I think this is for the best; me telling her. I won't volunteer any more information than she asks for is all. So I guess that's good. I think my biggest worry is her not believing me.
It's funny, actually, when you look back on it. I told both Cassandra and Jesse about Jude. Jesse is Christian; I expected her to call me a heathen. Cassandra is a Wiccan; I expected her to tell me everything I needed to know about all of it. And it didn't work out remotely close to that.
Cassandra doesn't believe me. She doesn't even think that my family exists.
Jesse believes me whole-heartedly. And she's accepted any additional news surprisingly well.
So will she believe me about this? This is pretty out there, even for me. But this is my reality now. So I don't know what she'll do. She still insists that she's Christian, but she still has no trouble believing me and supporting our cause.
I don't know. I can guarantee that she'll never guess what's happened, and will never believe that I am what I am.
But I was Christian, and I believe me, so I don't know. I guess I can only wait until tomorrow, right?