It's a new year, and you don't know how grateful I am that 2008 was only a year and it isn't here anymore. Another 356 days. I've been gifted, and still live. I can make something of this year. Or I can let it be one of those years that flies by with no hope, or happiness.
Dearest year 2008, you were nothing but a hell-filled time that now lives in my past. I dare not look back and dwell, for I have so much to regret. This year, it's new, and I'm going to start with no regrets. No lies. No irresponsible manners. No hate. I dislike no one as of now. Everything that happened, I have come to understand happened for a reason, and I have left it where it was. I don't want to think about it anymore, and it is me, and only me that came make that decision and control what I want and don't want.
I've let my mind take over many, many times. But, Now, I realize that all I have really done is destroyed myself and got nowhere. Please, understand that there were many events I would like to relive over and over again, such as meeting a few people that now mean the world to me, as well as those decent conversations. But, they can only last for so long; for people come and go.
And if you don't keep them. They'll slip right through your hands.
I'm over that year. This year, my new years resolution-
To be happier. To become a happy person. To stay happy.
There you have it.
Dearest year 2008, you were nothing but a hell-filled time that now lives in my past. I dare not look back and dwell, for I have so much to regret. This year, it's new, and I'm going to start with no regrets. No lies. No irresponsible manners. No hate. I dislike no one as of now. Everything that happened, I have come to understand happened for a reason, and I have left it where it was. I don't want to think about it anymore, and it is me, and only me that came make that decision and control what I want and don't want.
I've let my mind take over many, many times. But, Now, I realize that all I have really done is destroyed myself and got nowhere. Please, understand that there were many events I would like to relive over and over again, such as meeting a few people that now mean the world to me, as well as those decent conversations. But, they can only last for so long; for people come and go.
And if you don't keep them. They'll slip right through your hands.
I'm over that year. This year, my new years resolution-
To be happier. To become a happy person. To stay happy.
There you have it.
Rawrawrawr.