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i got so confused when i briused my heart .
but i found out you are the part of me that keeps me alive , so i dont have to bleed .
i need to stay with you , but i dont know how to love you .
my whole life ive been asking who am i and why am i alive .
i wonder what am i here for do i live for myself or do i live for us .
now i see i give for us and our love .
i live for us , and i shove these fears away .
my whole life love for me is just being slaped around by those who say they love me do you see do you really see why i cant be without you and still be alive .
you showed me what love is and let me tell you love is something from way above it will take me a while to understand this new found love buti love you and im sorry .