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So, that time has come yet again. Starting off a new year. Well, I didn't kick this new year off like I had hoped. It was quite the opposite actually, and I hope I never make that mistake again and bring in the New Year like I tried to this time, because I've realized I'm older and can't hang with what I once was able to do.

My mess up has left hearts broken and an empty feeling inside myself when I try to think of what I was doing when the New Year actually hit. I let myself down this time, and apologize to the woman that keeps me pushing forward, as she didn't expect to see me like I was, or treat her like I did.