you know when you try to fit in but can't so you try to be unique...yes..that's me...i try to find the sexy in me but it's never there i can pose all i want,i can do my hair in a combing style and only one combing style...but i'll never find that sexyness...my friends say im good looking but the word sexy never come out there mouths it hurts to feel this way everyday, faking happiness,looking in the mirror,and trying to fit in with my lifes way it works,mr friend has the best boyfriend in the world and,my other friend is straight and he has the best girl friend....where is my lover..where do i fit in in this crowd...who cares about me...it sucks....V_V....