i put this in yesterday's journal entry, and i wanted to talk about it.
~I hold you near/ 'Cause you're the only song I want to hear/ A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere ~
it is important to me, because i could never leave my lover. i love him with all of my heart, and i never want him to leave. he is everything to me, and without him, i'm empty; i have nothing. i do have my friends that are very important to me, and he is one of them. i'll admit i do cry, because i know that i cant be with him, if he never comes. its like a desert waiting for rain in the middle of a drought. i hate feeling like this all of the time, and no one really knows, because i never show it. i might tell someone, but not many people can understand. i know that my best friends do, so i tell them, and it feels like it helps for a short period of time, but it doesnt last for very long. i have two different sides of me. i have the side that everyone knows, and the other side is the side that no one knows, not even me....
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
(( i thought that this was nice. they're lyrics to WHITE HOUSES))
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i want to be left alone, so pfft you.
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