I’m just putting this down cause ill forget anyway and I wana talk to someone but cant really other people have there problems too sweatdrop so sorry if you think I’m just complaining but tonight I feared my dad for a long time and it was just because I was explaining a story to him so he yelled witch I know means something my parents wont mention is going on , and the crying started again I feel so helpless I wish I could make her happy when ever the crying starts I remember that night and I get so mad yet sad I hate alcohol I wish it would all just disappear for the love of god if there is one why did you tell her I was well never mind >< great its been a while I just feel so helpless and I had no one to cheer me up so I’m just ranting ill be fine I just wish I knew why that night ever happened (oh I’m not the one crying so you don’t get confused )
on a happier note blaugh i read my journal all from last year and well i have a lot of things that passed
i wish i could go back a little cause it was so much fun but i relized ^^ no more crazy hugs i dont have to be scared of no more arm being used as a pillow but yah i was laughing the entire time i read it cause i wrote down everything that happend with everyone (twins cathy brandi and kevin ect.) well things that happend around me and kevin still owes me a soda and im not mikoto or shiwitchi (cathy XP twins )
and yah all those secrets you wouldnt tell me oh i havent forgoten i proimsed myself to find out all of them so beware all my friends you all have one e.O
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