It is not any new stuff for some friends that I am a person which sometimes is depressed easily. In fact, I dont try to show it in public, I hate drama and I hate people trying to gossip what makes me go depressed so they can tell everyone, I dont like that.
But still...Im depressed. At least right now I am.
I had quitted Prozac for a while as I was happier, I was sort of blinded by the happiness of having new friends, of being in vacations, hanging out, partying, drinking, but now I´m back to school and its depressing.
Reasons why I am depressed:
a) Because I dont know what the future awaits for me and it annoys me.
b) Because I feel lonely sometimes
c) Because I want to be in a relation right now
d) Because Books give me a strange effect. If I read a happy book, I go into a happy mood, and that way. I´m reading Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer and for some reason I am slightly sad.
e) I am a Senior 2009. Ill have to move from my home into another city in order to study in the University I want. That city is bigger and I have distant cousins and stuff so I believe I might be feeling lonely as hell.
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