I have more reasons to train now but still no drive for it.
Last night I didn't get to sleep until really late at night, and my dream was something about stealing food from snack machines and they owner of them trying to kill me because of it. It was another one of those slow motion fighting dreams. No matter how hard I try I can never move faster. My dreams are telling me I'm weak.
Oh but I did have sex in that dream before that part. There was like a party and there were people having sex, and this girl who looked kinda like a girl who went to Harriton wanted in on it. But the people having sex were all into it so I was like I'll have the secks with you, and so we did and then eventually she was like alright thanks for the sex. And I never came, and Hiram was next to me and I told him I didn't c** and we pounded. Fists of course, just to confirm. Why do I always have sex next to Hiram in my dreams?
I have a reason to train.
I posted:
I'm going to meet her at least, can't back down now wink
I would quit gaia and the internet for this girl.
PS, my misuse of comma's proves that post to be mine lol.
