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You can be the one who loves me or the one who is a hater. Haters are like the new it girl. You know, most of the time people love me. I can make the same hateful comments when i feel like it. I can be like, "yo! ********!!" or my favorite, "b***h, get a face lift and a new attitude". I know that most of the time these start drama. Like now, my life is dramatic. Ok, so today was my first day back to school.. i didn't want to go. I wanted to drop out and dj for a living. My parents of course had a big pissy fight with me. They were like, you know you are making a big mistake and all that stuff. I understand that! It's not like i am so retarded that I can't see that. I eventually thought about what they said and now I am like, switching my major to writing and going to school again.

I told them this morning that i didn't want to go to school and never go back. They made valid points like:
- you can't work all your life at the same place, doing the same thing
- They were going to take my computer away plus my car -_-
- You need to grow up and mature
- You will feel like a loser when you look back on it
- Without school, where would you work and get decent pay?

I understand now that i really do need school. I want to work and get paid more than what i make now. I live on a $7 an hour salary.. that's just dumb. I want to be successful, not make a fool out of myself.