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I hate love. Goddamnit I want my mind and emotional control back, I haven't been able to think right since the beginning of this school year.

Love is an awkward in-the-way irritant. It does nothing but interfere with my natural thought and boring life.

Sure it feels great, but then nothing else feels right.

Why do I have to deal with it?

It's making (has already made) me hate myself.


What the heck.



I really should be through with this, why does my mind cling to it? I wonder. Once I figure it out maybe then I can be at peace again. This has been and still is getting nowhere fast, and I'm sick of it.

Maybe I'll go back to playing World of Warcraft, that's the drug that solves my problems.

Eh, even WoW banes me too now.


"Say what you will, 'tis better to be left than never to have been loved. "
-William Congreve