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This goes towards one of my closest friends out there, who's so close I call her my sissy; I thought I would write this to her just to let her know how special and important she is to me.



Sometimes it may seem like i'm just saying your important to me but I'm not, I wouldn't be this loving silly goofball dork that I am if it wasn't for that moment in my life that I met you, You Know me so well better then anyone else ever could and I you, We know each other SO WELL we can scare each other because of it and think "oh wow" we know how we think, act, walk, even know each other down to the rythm of our breathing; You've been there for me and still are with me through the thick and thin, You've helped me become a better person too, when you first met me i was so easily angered at the slightest thing, it's probably still like that but not as bad as it was when i first met you. Before I met you I had been through such a rough time and barley trusted to become so attached to a single person and even become friends because I was always afraid of loosing them again, It got so bad that I became shallow and in a sense a person no one believes that I could have been because I've change. I use to always mention Pami around you and how close we were but now I'm mentioning you ever second, It may seem mean and wrong for me to say this but your closer to me then she ever was and ever will be. I love how You haven't given up on me just because your another state away now, and we do everything possible to just be able to talk to each other everyday, I love the fact that your so close to me that your my sissy peach and no one can ever break that, Your the most trust worthy person I know that there isn't one seceret about me that you don't already know, I have no secerets that I keep from you. Your so important to me that I would have a mager break down if I found out something ever bad happened to you. Your so close to me that if I found out someone physically hurt you I would hurt them back not careing if people thought of me differently because I harmed a person, I would even risk going to jail just because that person harmed you.
If there came one of those hypothedical questions where I had to get rid of my artistic ability (cuz we all know my passion for drawing) i would give it up for you, there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you. You are my sissy peach and always will be, and I love ya so much i would be 2nd on the list....i say 2nd cuz youre husband whomever that will be in the way future will be first...but know that i come pretty damn close to being 1st, you know what make that 1st for me...He has to share 1st with me. Don't ever forget how important you are to me, and know that I miss you by my side everyday and there isn't a day/ sec that goes by that I don't think about you.