This is the 6th time he's broken my heart.
This time...he can't fix it.
Why?
Because he disintegrated it until there is nothing left.
I get on Maplestory.
He isn't...or is he?
He deleted me off his buddy listed "by accident."
He never really said it, but I got the message.
He's breaking up with me again to go back to KT.
And all those times he said he loved me...were they real?
You know...I hate David's guts.
He can break someone's heart and act like nothing has happened.
He can ignore the seriousness of anything.
He can be so ignorant.
Sure, I can't stop him from breaking my heart.
But he could at least pick a different time to break it.
He knows what I'm going through right now.
I'm staying at a house with a family I barely know.
I sleep on the floor with nothing but a sleeping bag.
Why? An ice storm knocked out power all across town. (see; Icy Rain)
There's a damn power line in my own back yard.
I'm in a whole different state.
I know what he's gonna say.
"You're lucky to be alive."
No, I'm not.
Right now, I would much rather be dead.
Maplestory isn't as much fun as it used to be.
I haven't leveled in weeks.
As if I intend to.
I might hit level 60 and quit.
Or let my Nx expire and then quit.
But screw it.
I just don't feel like getting on.
Nexon fails.
Hey Eri, (you know who you are) when I quit, tell David for me.
But hey, there's a bright side.
Now that David's happiness does not concern me, I can destroy KT with ease.
Because of him, I literally have no heart left.
He crushed it to microscopic bits.
So if I'm a bit cruel, cold, and ignorant to you...
Blame David.
I really don't give a damn about anyone or anything anymore.
There are few things & people in this world that are worth my attention.
And guess what? David and his ugly-a** girlfriend aren't.
My little group of friends, I might quit counseling you for the sake of sanity.
I would say "Keep your problems to yourself, I don't give a damn."
But I actually do give a damn. Heh, funny, right?
The cruelness might go away soon, but don't keep your hopes up.
I'm never letting anyone take advantage of me ever again.
This time...he can't fix it.
Why?
Because he disintegrated it until there is nothing left.
I get on Maplestory.
He isn't...or is he?
He deleted me off his buddy listed "by accident."
He never really said it, but I got the message.
He's breaking up with me again to go back to KT.
And all those times he said he loved me...were they real?
You know...I hate David's guts.
He can break someone's heart and act like nothing has happened.
He can ignore the seriousness of anything.
He can be so ignorant.
Sure, I can't stop him from breaking my heart.
But he could at least pick a different time to break it.
He knows what I'm going through right now.
I'm staying at a house with a family I barely know.
I sleep on the floor with nothing but a sleeping bag.
Why? An ice storm knocked out power all across town. (see; Icy Rain)
There's a damn power line in my own back yard.
I'm in a whole different state.
I know what he's gonna say.
"You're lucky to be alive."
No, I'm not.
Right now, I would much rather be dead.
Maplestory isn't as much fun as it used to be.
I haven't leveled in weeks.
As if I intend to.
I might hit level 60 and quit.
Or let my Nx expire and then quit.
But screw it.
I just don't feel like getting on.
Nexon fails.
Hey Eri, (you know who you are) when I quit, tell David for me.
But hey, there's a bright side.
Now that David's happiness does not concern me, I can destroy KT with ease.
Because of him, I literally have no heart left.
He crushed it to microscopic bits.
So if I'm a bit cruel, cold, and ignorant to you...
Blame David.
I really don't give a damn about anyone or anything anymore.
There are few things & people in this world that are worth my attention.
And guess what? David and his ugly-a** girlfriend aren't.
My little group of friends, I might quit counseling you for the sake of sanity.
I would say "Keep your problems to yourself, I don't give a damn."
But I actually do give a damn. Heh, funny, right?
The cruelness might go away soon, but don't keep your hopes up.
I'm never letting anyone take advantage of me ever again.
