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Random Musings of a Bipolar Tangerine
Stuff goes in here. I'm not quite sure what stuff, but things will go here. Perhaps my thoughts, my current situation with pain or medication, or even random amusing things I find on the internet. Won't be too exciting unless you're THAT bored.
The Cure
So, I just saw a new doctor yesterday morning (Friday, January 30th, 2009, for those of you without a calender). And he thinks he might be able to cure me.

Of fibromyalgia, I mean. For those of you who didn't know there was anything wrong with me, then Google fibromyalgia. That's what I have.

Anywho, this doctor has FMS (fibromyaglia syndrome) and was very persistent in telling me that I am NOT crazy. Which is really nice since, even though no one says anything, I feel like they all think I'm crazy each time I hurt. Because nothing LOOKS wrong with me, but stuff FEELS wrong with me.

But I'm not crazy. So, if you were thinking that I am, then don't. We think there might be a cure for it and I'm on my way to getting better.

Hopefully.

After so many failed attempts, I'm kind of scared of two things:
1) Being too optimistic.
2) Being cured.

I've had the pain for so long, I haven't the foggiest clue what I'll do with myself once it's gone...

Anywho, I'm excited. Just a few restrictions on the products I'm allowed to use (toothpaste, face-cleaning pads, shampoo, conditioner, the works), because they'll counteract the medicine that I'm going to be taking now.

Wish me health and bravery. I wasn't kidding when I said I was scared of being cured. The thought absolutely terrifies me.






User Comments: [1]
ghostly sweets
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Sat Jan 31, 2009 @ 07:11pm


This is certainly exciting. Really, it is. I fail to sound enthusiastic, but if I had a tail it'd be wagging it and knocking stuff over. I do wish you luck, and health and I'll be there every step of the way if you need me.

And if you're too worried about becoming too optimistic, I can do that for you. I'll be optimistic enough for the both of us. ^_^ But I have my fingers crossed and you'll be in my prayers!


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