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Once, long ago i used to be self-concious about my weight. Now i no longer care. Gluttony can lead to death. I dont fear death anymore, infact i'd welcome it. You see, Death is the only way to truely escape from troubles and the hardships of living. People only fear death because theya re unaware of the other side. Perhaps Death, is ones own real fantasy. An endless slumber in which you control your very world.

I would welcome Death only because i see no purpose in me being alive. All I cause is the pain of others. I make others lives harder. I'm useless and i'm just a waste of organic matter. If only Death could find me easier.

If only I can bid you all a fond farewell. But alas, I am unable to for i have become a husk of what i used to be. Unfortunately, I still, somehow, see a reason to live. Although faint and distant, I still have given up hope.