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Well today has been a very uneventful day. Let's hope tomorrow is brighter, yes? I'm stressed, hungry, bored, pissed off - I think someone is insulting my artistic ability AGAIN scream And there was no build-up to my period - pains or moodyness. It was like "I need a wee ... How did that happen?" Which means NO masturbation for a week. mad

I'm gonna set my alarm for 6am, I have quite a few things to do tomorrow before college.

I miss someone SO MUCH right now. ;-; Here's hope they get online before I finish this entry. As soon as I'm done I'm going to bed.

I keep biting my nails. >< This is a bad habit I stopped. Gah! I need to repaint them tomorrow. It's a sign to say "Slow down girl, you're stressed" Why can't somebody be here to hug me? ):

The Chatterbox was fun earlier, this guy and I was posting songs saying that we liked them, then a "my song is better than your song" war broke out. xd A few people joined. I so totally won! talk2hand I wonder if there is a chance of another? But with cheesy love songs or bad remixs rofl

: sigh : I guess this will be all for tonight. I can't be positive tonight xd I am sorry. I know there is far worse off people than myself, but we all need to cry sometime, even if there is no reasoning behind it. I don't want to be one of these emotionless "shell of the person I one was". I WANT TO BE ME! scream I maybe a bit bitchy, I may get jealous, I may not be miss perfect. But I'm ******** damn close! But at least I can point out bad AND good things. I am a nice person once you get to know me, I care about all of my friends. However I am too forgiving.

Ok that's it. I'm done my ramble ... Not like anyone is gonna read this. Though I am linking it to my profile 3nodding I would appreciate comments. <3

Current Mood; Blue
Current Music; Leen's Love Theme - Grandia

Night guys. heart