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Welcome to my f@#$%~g life
My misery, my anger and my life. and don't you dare feel sympathetic for me. it's a waste of your time
it's official......im depressed. the irony of my life is pissing me off. now that i know im only going to live here for 4 more months, im realizing that i mean ALOT to alot of ppl. and it sux cuz i dont wanna leave in the first place. and im really torn apart now that odessa read my journals and she wrote 1 about me.

odessa is the closest friend i have ever had. we have so much fun together im scarred pretty deep knowing that i mean that much to her and she means that much to me.... and then i have to bee really far apart from her. i cant stand thinking about it. and its not only her its just i'm really gonna miss her and my boyfriend the most... me and odessa have done some pretty weird s**t together and we can always have fun no matter wat. we could never be mad at each other, we alwys have fun together, we do the dumbest s**t together(like running across the most busy street in the town while the light is green. and eat ice cream from dunkin doughnuts outside in 30 degree weather) and im definitly gonna miss that. she's like the twin sister i never had.....

Mike is the best boyfriend i have ever had and ever will have. no matter how bad my days r he can always manage to make me smile. he makes me so happy i don't know what im gonna do without him there by my side. i know for a fact that i mean alot to him and he sure as hell means alot to me. He is the best guy i have ever met and i will definitely miss him. and if he ever reads this i just want him to know that he means the whole world to me and without him im just a person with no soul or heart. without him in my world there would be no meaning to life.

Emily was one of the first friends that welcomed me with open arms when i first moved here. she has been nothing but a good friend to me for the past 2 and a half years. she's weird in the best ways possible and i know if i was ever stuck that she would help me out. and i would do the same for her.the 2 of us could talk to each other about anything. and she means alot to me too. without emily i don't know if i could've survived 6ht grade...

Maria the second friend i had when i moved out here. the first time i met her i kneqw that we could b friends. she's very kind and very funny. and not to mention unique in many many different ways. I always thought of maria as a sister. we've had some pretty good times together too(sitting in the back of my brothers car at a wendy's drive through throwing packets of ketchup at each othe(that s**t hurts)). im gonna miss her akward disposition too.

Kellie is one of my most recent and yet really close friends. we became friends during the first couple days of 8th grade. i helped he put a cover on her textbook in gym. and ever since we got even closer. now me and kellie r tight. we've done some pretty crazy stuff together too(running around the school with no shoes on and sliding down the hallways in our socks while the sucrity gaurds laughed at us). kellie is awesome and shez pretty bummed that im moving to.

Morgan is the weirdest girl i have ever met, but that's exactly why she's my friend. though everyone else in the school thinks she's just some crazy girl that talks alot of nonsense i see her as a person with a colorful personality that i have definatly grown to love. and i know shez gonna miss me too.

Amanda is one of the most annoying people in the whole school but for some strange reason she's one of the best people i have ever met. i mean she does get annoying really easily but i do enjoy her company sometimes.

Ameera is another good friend that i have known since 6th grade. she seemed kinda weird for a while but shez pretty awesome too. she does the most random things to make me laugh. and i love that about hr. shez kinda slow too so that just makes having her around even funnier. and i know that she will miss me and i will miss he running into doors head first in school.


Marta S. is the most confusing but she's still me morgan and odessa's cute little penguin. i will always luv her. she's so akward and she's always amused by me. and though i've only known her for like 2 months, i still luv her like i have known her forever.

Danny Bavuso is one of the first kids on my bus that i grew to know and accept as a friends. he's so random that it's funny. we've shared some pretty good laughs about random s**t. and it has been great...especially when we went aound telling people that he was 5 months pregnant with my baby. I LUV U TOO DANNY!


Racheal gonzalez is one of the most unique funny loving and caring people i know. though she likes to kick poeple in the butt(literally, and it hurtz pretty bad too)shez still great. shez done some pretty reatrded things and we do laugh at each other alot. shez kinda like a little sister to me(even though shez way smarter). and i hope she knows that she is incredibly specail to me

Robbie is the weirdest little punk skateboarder that i knwo. she's the toughest little midget i know. he's always the only one thats alive and fooling around with me on the bus. we make loud screecing noises whe the bus driver comes to a stop or goes around corners, we would buckle the seat belts in the middle of the row so people would trip over it while getting off of the bus. and he can always wake me up in the morning when im practically dead.

And i know the following people will also miss me too(cuz they're all in love with me):
Christian
Domingo
Alexander S.
Semajh
Brandon
Javier
and a couple more people but i cant really think straight right now....


all these people and many many more mean alot to me. john cross, luigi, joseph, sylena, katie, emily innes, stephanie getz, deric williams, micheal haggerty, kaitlyn haggerty, mathhew haggerty, marissa handel(not so much), teena mobley, alyssa buckley, erica elliot, travis doobay, marshall winston, and many more. im gonna stop now cuz im getting tear drops all over my keyboard.




I LOVE YOUR GUYS AND YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME






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azn_vampy
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commentCommented on: Fri Feb 06, 2009 @ 10:18pm
ME & MORGAN WILL FXCKING MISS YOU TOO!
<33333333333 ilyy.


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