yeah... I finally have my life on the roll,
everything seemed to go fine..
School is going well...
but offcourse every happiness has an end.. specially with my life...
I got back to my one and only beloved which I have been with for years...
I love him so much that I realize it just now how much I do love him...
he is the first one that I really deeply love.. but it might end soon...
"Bell, I am in love with someone you know!"
w-w-w-w-what? who? ***** (name) ...
why her.. she is mentally distorded o.o...
I am in love with her I can't help it..
so ... my life will come to an end.. and I will die soon if he doesn't make a choice to me...
I mean dying as in mentally..
he is the only one who understands me... who knows what I have been through.. but no... I failed like always...
"I am trapped in this world,"
"Lonely and failing,"
"Heart broke and waiting for you to come,"
"We are stuck in this world"
"That is not meant for me"
"..... The jury is coming"
"To take me apart"
I don't know how long I can wait for him but I will fight for him...
I will be myself... I can't fail...
Can't you see how much I love you?
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