I aint no big talker.
I enjoy sitting there, in my little world, caught up in my thoughts...I'd much rather sit and daydream all day, rather than have to talk to someone about my feelings.
Cuz half the time I don't even know my feelings. It's weird, but I don't.
Even amongst friends, I am silent.
People always bug me about it. They want me to talk more and what not. But I have nothing to talk about. Especially if it doens't protain to me, or not a subject I enjoy raving about.
I hate being brought into random conversations becasue I never know what to say, so I stand there and stare blankley, listening.
I am usually ignored or not noticed, cuz I'm so quiet, but I don't like it. I like it when someone at least takes the time to acknowledge me and see what's up.
But I just aint the kind to go budging into random a** conversations and blabing, cuz I feel no one would give a s**t about my thoughts anyways. Plus, everything I say, I feel like it's the wrong god for saken thing and everything is all wrong. And I feel like a failure sometimes..... So I keep sooooo ******** much to my self. And I aint really ever prepared to share.
I keep locked up in side my head. I noticed everything going on around me but I just don't care. I just walk off each day and walk on to the next. I brush things right off my shoulder.
In most places and situations I feel like I don't belong. And sometimes I know I don't belong. So that's my cue to just think.
And sometimes my thoughts are giving my head a bunch of s**t, but sometimes, they totally change my mood. Very happy, to pissed, to sad...to anything. It also depends on what goes on around me. I just take it all in and...I dunno.
Talking? Well...ya. Not my thing. I hate it. But if there is something that pretains to me, I will say a few words here and there and not speak for a while. *shrug*
I ish anti-social...and ya might as well deal with it....
Ignorance? Still get it. Whatever. I can learn to cope with it. Not a problem....for now....
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well i always question this on the whole subject of u bing all quiet
its not that i think its wrong or anything im just curious thats all....
but now i get it^^
if it works 4 u right now then ok
bing ani-social is O.K*gives ya a thumbs up*^^