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I have to do this i just cant help it.

D- Desperate for a true love and i found her "Differences-

I-Irreplaceable is what you are; I’d Rather- Luther Vandross

A-A pure blessing is what you are; All My Life- K-Ci and Jojo

N- Never makes me sad when she’s in my mind

D- So in Love its scary lol; Dangerously In Love- Destiny's Child

R- reminded of you when i think of the future; Remember the Time- MJ

E- Everyone knows the love we have; End of Time remix- J. timberlake

A-Always in my mind and in my heart; Angel of Mine- Monica


This is what you made me feel:


D- Destiny shined all over me with you as my lady; Dream Girl- R. Kelly

E- Everlasting pleasure; every time I Close My Eyes- Babyface

T- True, unquestionable happiness; These Three Words- Stevie Wonder

R- Reminisce every moment we share; Ribbon in the Sky- Stevie Wonder

I- Instant Love; I'll never Leave- R. Kelly

C- Constant memories of make up/near break up; Make up To Break Up

K- dreams of the heartwarming kiss; Knew I Loved You- Savage garden


The other word...



H- happy ; Have You Ever- Brandy

E- Eternal bliss; Every time We Touch- Cascada (need more songs that start with E)

A- Always in love; Aint No Way- Chris Brown

V- Very grateful you even exist; ( no V!)

E- Effortlessly adore you; (Too many E's!!)

N- Never sad with you; Never Never Land- Lyfe Jennings

Just a remaining list of songs I know that I compare you to:

Sexy Love- Neyo
Someone to Love You- Ruff Ends
Can't Let Go- Anthony Hamilton
Truly, Madly, Deeply- Cascada
Sent From Heaven- Keyshia Cole
With You- Chris Brown
Make Me Better- Fabulous feat. Neyo
Obsession- Baby Bash
Stay With Me- Neyo
Because Of You- Neyo
You Made Me Love You- R. Kelly
Heart of a Woman- R. Kelly
Together- Neyo
Pleasure P- Under
So Beautiful- Musiq Soulchild
Lady in my Life- Michael Jackson
before I let you Go- Black street
Etc...
Etc...

Here’s a story I thought of when I met you: A sucker, a novicwe, "she doesnt know me or that she's wasting her time since she probably going to leave me the way they all do.... but why is she still here? v.v oh well but something about her makes me just want to not hurt her, more than the other i constantly protect. She already has what she wants in life: A man, money, brains looks, tons of friends, common sense, attitude, yet he wants me still. I try breaking you down to see if this is more than just a game, if there may be some reality behind this dream i dont want to dream. We had a nice stroll in the park and I finally speak my mind, but without knowing, i speak my heart and i wanted to panick and hide because everytime i put my emotions out, i only get torn down when she leaves me. Yet i was relieved that I felt the same way you did. I began to rain but we didn’t care for we fell in love once again and we kiss ever so passionately, that neighbors began to watch us and kiss their spouse since the intensity rekindled their flame as ours was quickly igniting. Yet we didn’t care as long as we were together, and as we stopped for air, we looked up at the sky as the rain stopped and the sunlight beamed down on us. It was such a heavenly sight that words only did it injustice. The only way to appreciate the view was to look. I wanted that moment to be the start of something new, so I did exactly what my heart felt and proposed to you with a gold, 16kt. heart stoned ring with Diandrea April Jones engraved inside the ring symbolizing that you and I will be together forever.

A year went by and the preparations were ready. The guest had arrived; the day was warm and magnificent for a wedding of our dreams. The alleyway was covered wit a white cloth and lined with gold lining. The Maids and Men of Honor were in white suits and dresses. I had a black tuxedo with a white corsage yet the real beauty was coming down the alleyway. You had a strapless white wedding gown that was long enough to have someone behind you to carry the end of it. The end had various ripples in the back leading up to the top of it where there was a diamond design of a bouquet which you also had, that was full of red and white roses that went with the white roses on the outside with the red roses in the shape of a heart. After the traditional wedding ceremony, the minister told us to speak our wedding vows and mine went as such: Love is something many people take for granitite. It is something beyond our understanding because when strong enough the is nothing that can describe how it feels. I can happily say that I feel exactly that way right this very moment. I have never been so happy in my life since the day you told me you would be my girlfriend. We have had our ups and downs for we both know that nothing in this world is perfect and love is no exception. However, not only have I ever been so happy, but I’ve never felt stronger about this decision I’m about to make. I stand here before you, Diandrea to say that the following words are from the heart and will never change, ever: I love you for everything you are inside and out. You are the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with since I was 18 years old and now at 26, these feelings did not, have not and will not change. I will love you in everyway you can possible desire for no one has, can, or will love you the way I do. I will stand by your side through the good times and the bad, knowing that our love will persevere through all of life’s tribulations and I am honored to become your husband, till death do us part. While I say all of this, I cry my eyes out knowing that it is you, not Tanisha, Ashley, Angel, or any other girl that was a chapter in my past that I am committing the rest of my life to. As I listen to your words, words of love, joy and sincerity I commit my self to u more and more