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Its a good thing

The only person

That read my journal,

Left Gaia.

Now I am free to say what ever.

Like how I wish I had my crush, but he hardly notices me.

Like how i am like in my "nerd" world with my "nerd" friends.
And how the "blondes" are in their "Popular" world, with all the hot guys.

Blah blah,

all my friends wonder how i know all this gossip, because im in a total different world.

But i just used to be good friends with a popular girl.

WEAVER!

Oh, wow.

I told all my friends that i don't like him anymore,

but im just twice as crazy over him.

I talked to him more than ever,

but he would never like me.

It takes years to build a friend ship with him, {Thats what makes him special}

And he is leaving the school next year.

I w asted all my years in school brooding over the stupid mean guys,

when someone special and cute like him was there.

I feel ugly inside.

I just want him, before he leaves,

and after he leaves.

Valentines day sucks.